The Unicorn and I stayed up until Midnight last night.
We didn't really celebrate. If anything, it was heartbreaking. She goes back to her dad tonight. She goes back to the hell that is his judgment and scrutiny. She goes back to the yelling and spanking. All the mental and physical abuse… all in the name of keeping her disciplined towards a future that only he can see.
Fuck… as little as I've gotten done… my to-do list is nothing but 'recovery' anyway. Spending time with her is always more important, and I don't ever intend to lose sight of that again.
I am going to miss her.
I'm going to miss her a lot.
Fuck you 2017. You're off to one hell of a shitty start.
This morning I fucked off the yoga and poured myself an extra cup of coffee.
Fuck this shit.
Fuck today.
Fuck everything.
I'll get back to saving myself again tomorrow.
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